Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Dream World

I was lost in someone else's life for a moment. I was doing what they needed me to do because I had nothing else to do. I did want to help too but it was also somewhere that I didn't have to think about how difficult my life was at the moment. I was a recent graduate with no job and no income. All that would be at my front door when I got home. So I started spending later hours out in that dream world. I woke up last week on Thursday. I realized that I wasn't moving forward in my life because I was not thinking about me and what I needed. I really, badly still wanted to go to law school. The problem was that my GPA was not all that great. Throughout my Undergraduate career I received mostly Bs and Cs. What I now realized is that I could no longer go to the University of Santa Clara. So I talked to an admissions representative from there and she said that I should check out a website. I did and realized that me getting into a law school now depended on me getting a high score on the LSAT. Problem was that I had not taken it yet. I was holding myself back. I felt I couldn't do it for so long because I had family in my life telling me I couldn't do it. Now after watching the secret with my mom I realized I could do it. I have the right to change my future and I will. My dream world is now my dream and my future. Law school here I come.